Thoughts on a normal day

Seems like I am finding writing a good way to destress.. just got my work e-mail yesterday..i was truely excited to finally be able to get down to serious work.. except..sometimes i feel this job requires a great amt of initiative. promptness and efficeiency when i find myself lacking in.. hmm..it would be hard to stand out amongst the large no of talents waiting to excel and be noticed..guess part of me is highly ambitious..while part of me is highly contented wif the status quo..well... I'll just have ta take each day as it comes..

..although now I'm coughing myself into fits and rubbing my nose till its peeling.. hope I'm not coming down wif something serious.. had a lazy off day today..lazed around in bed watching vcd..trying to lose myself in the unreal..to escape the mandates of everday life.. went out for dinner at Geylang..the porriage wif frog legs was yummy and den i had drinks at Cosy Bay at Stadium Cove.. never realised that the riverside could be so scenice wif splashes of pink illustrated over the darkening sky.. definately a great place to chill and forget abt everything.. Sick but Relaxed..till tomorrow..another working day.. :)

Resolutions?!

Well..writing about resolutions at this timing certainly seems a tad late..but oh well...Time seems to fly and before I knew it..gosh..January 2005 was already coming to an end..before I even had time to reflect adequely on 2004.. 2004 was a year of major changes..a milestone? not really..but worth remembering..struggled wif my honours year..completed my thesis..finished my last sem as a student, slacking for the longest time possible while attempting to find a job..travelled extensively ( Thailand, Malaysia and China..)..and finally..getting a permenant job as the year draws to a close.

Hmm..training at the acadamy for 2 mths..starting shiftwork at the checkpoint and maintaining a decent social life..golly..time just flew by...and before I knew it..Jan was ending too.. Celebrated countdown wif the galpals at Wala wala..felt quite blessed that things are going well and I have my jie meis wif me..consistency?! .. permenent fixtures..i sure hope so..although shiftwork sure makes it difficult for me to meet up wif them..and I can't go for holidays as and when i wan.. It is also a year i found companionship and i wan it to remain the same in the new year..

Resolutions?? I tend to make them religiously year by year..but do I really acheive them? ..hmm..thats another story yah..
2005 would be a year of work : for my probation lasts till Oct and I wanna get my confirmation.. a year for family: to treat my family better and not take them for granted..to control my temper..to visit my dad.. a year for friends: friendships need effort to maintain and I will not neglect my friends.. a year for luv: enjoy the moment..wat will be will be..wat is not mine i cannot retain.. a year for fun: get my driving license..excercise more..oh and acheive my resolutions?! dah!