Another daunting week at work

Its really these days whereby the buttering from the top gets too daunting..
that the urge to be more humane to myself surfaces..
should i stay or move?
the pay increments have just been announced. and its damn attractive..
but my battered soul may not be able to hold on for longer
for i have always felt that work culture could be better at other organisations,
perhaps i really should move, in Oct, after the wedding..
so that i can do something more satisfying..maybe just not in monetary terms.
anyways i like other colours besides blue..
okies. deal. job-searching in Oct 08. remind me, will ya?
of how truly shitty i felt, being blamed for something that was not my fault.
for not being allowed to do value added tasks in accordance to my pay.
there must be something that suits me outside, right?