what's life and why is it so complex at times?..Was rather angry at my uncle for some issue he had wif my mum..and both sides of the family became quite distant..so when i received news that he suffered a stroke..think it was this invisible wall that acted as a shield against any emotions..but...my wall started to crumble when i heard that my aunt actually hit him because of money matters..never can image that such a thing could happen..that someone would actually attack a defendless person..the scarey thing is that the person should have been the one closest to ya..hmm..leaves you wondering about the choices that we make in life..the people we meet in life..and my own reaction to the whole thing...drama drama drama..life can be such a big drama at times..to have this invisible wall acting as a shield i have come to realise..protects ya against all emotions...when this wall crambles...your defences are slowly being eaten away..and you become vulnerable...you cry buckets..you remember the affection he has show ya...and you empathise..when that happens..you wanna step in to do something..and then you realise that there is so little you can do...so you start feeling useless all over again..life...as it is.. we make our choices ...once the bed has been made...its your bed..and me? I'm making mine..and standing beside yours.
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